Lately it seems I've been struggling with a childish attribute. Childish in the sense of my spiritual growth. I have found myself, often comparing myself with others. It gets really bad when I'm at work around worldly people. I catch myself doing this a lot and stop instantly but want to stop completely. I can blame others all I want, for the way they live their lives or for their work habits. But ultimately this is all me that needs to change.
When I caught myself doing this today I realized in part that's what Jesus' disciples were doing during the last supper. What a pridefully arrogant way to be. How that must of grieved the heart of Jesus just before his arrest.
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